"1 week have just passes by, I still love you alot. You are still my Crappy little Young"

~Sebastian Ang



Everyday when the clock strike 12, I tell myself the day is coming closer. Should I forget all the memories we had and put it aside for a new tomorow. All my friends say that it is best if I just erase everything off my life, but stubborn me. I hope one day that we will be together again, I hope this is just a dream that I can wake up and continue where we have last stop.



How can I not love you when I still kept the precious gift that you have given me. Maybe it was too of a sudden that it have ended. I cried each and every single day everytime I see that picture of ours in my pc and in my mind. The pain I have is difficult to express. I am lonely each time I sat on the computer, what should I do?



How can I not love you when you said that you are the cause of this break up. If letting go this relationship is difficult for you, what about me? I am a victim of this. I feel like as thou I am at fault of the relationship more than you do. I feel liek I am like your ex-es when the reason you gave me is the same. Why?



How can I not love you when I see you everywhere I turn. When I am online, I always will look for you first. Once I found you, a force stop me to click on it. "Sebastian! Do you want to feel hurt now? You are no longer inside the heart of someone you love...?" I tell myself. Am I not in your heart anymore, am I being thrown away.



How can I not love you when everything I do resemble of the past we had. "Please Drink enuf water and take a good rest, Do not go online anymore." you told me. That was exactly the same words that you told me when we are together. I felt sad why must this happen to us. The factors of breaking up are within the hands of urself and you totally damage it.



How can I not love you that what can I tell my heart. When do I meant what I say when I do not want you in my arms everyday. It is not possible to walk away from all the memories we had. How can I not miss you when everytime I thought about you. DO something that you believe in yourself and not for others. Happiness is what you chose.

Cannot touch Cannot hold Cannot be together

Cannot love Cannot kiss Cannot have each other

Must be strong, And we must let go

Cannot say What our hearts must know

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you When you are gone

Cannot dream Cannot share Sweet and tender moments

Cannot feel How we feel Must pretend it's over

Must be brave, And we must go on Must not say,

What we've known all along

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you When you are gone

How can I not love you..

Must be brave, And we must be strong

Cannot say, What we've known all along.

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you When you are gone

How can I not love you.. When you are you gone.....