A STORY not to be told
Let me tell you a story...
A random chat Joe had on 9th May change his life completly
He met this guy on IRC who actually is someone of his opposite race. At that point of time, he was indulged by his charisma and looks and what was running thru his mind was just to have a ONS with this guy. Till he ask if he is attach and being cheeky said it was for him to find out. Hee than claim that Joe was attach as his nick was "I am in love". It was cranky initial but soon it was more than what they have expected. Joe would always want a boyfriend who smoke and rides and Hee was a 100% type for him. When Joe ask Hee what was he seeking, he say friends and some fun as expected. They chat for about an hour in IRC and Hee had to go meet his friend, both parted their way from there.
On that Sunday early dew of 18th May, everything in Joe life started to change. He was out drinking with his friends and got a little tipsy. He went online and saw Hee was online, he started to message him. Joe ask if Hee would like to have fun but Hee do not want to take advantage of Joe because he is tipsy. They met and they fall for each other on first sight. Joe's short part of life started with Hee.
The next day, Joe wanted to meet HEE and was hoping to have a hitch on his bike, than Hee crapped if they would take a public transport. Everything went smoothly till one day, Joe cheated on Hee and slept with another guy. Hee got to know about this incident thru Joe's phone message. Joe started to apologies to Hee and Hee was really forgiving . On their one month, Joe wrote a song for Hee and Hee said that he really like it alot. Joe than plan to go Batam with Hee on the second month and Joe went to reserve the ticket soon.
It was after that fretful night. Hee and Joe started to drift apart. Hee was too busy with work and could not have time to meet Joe. Initially Joe was alright but as days become weeks, Joe felt that he had been left out of Hee life. Joe was back to his lonely self again, seeking for enjoyment from his friends.Most of the time, Joe was at home dazing whether if Hee is cheating on him or if Hee is going to meet him. Joe left his friends from clubbing out just to be with him, all alone he sat his in room. 2 days before their 2nd month, Joe got into an argument with Hee. It was not like any of those argument but it was like an argument of time management. Hee told Joe that if he feels unhappy for the relationship, Joe can find someone better. Joe said no because its very hard for someone to find another part of his life. The next day, Joe started to apologies to Hee but Hee ignore Joe message. Their 2nd month anniversary was suppose to be celebrated at Batam resort and Joe started to think that it will not come true anymore.
On the day of their second month, Hee play a prank on Joe saying that he is not going. Joe heart shattered at that point of time, not knowing what to do or think next. Hee than laugh at Joe saying that he won't do such a thing. It was that night where both Joe and Hee had a really wonderful couple time together. They shared all their last penny to make each other happy. It was what Joe always wanted in a relationship.
When they are back to the Singapore. Everything changes, Joe started to message Hee but there is no reply. Joe tried calling Hee but was also to an engage/no respond from his cellphone. Hee than told Joe that he is busy and there is a family conflict of Hee. Joe was confuse whether to trust him or just to think that there isn't such thing. On national day, Joe decided to tell his friend to call him saying that they can't locate Joe anywhere but Hee do not really bother in Joe thinking. Joe than though that Hee do not care anymore...
On the third month, Joe was waiting for Hee to call or possible meet him but there was no reply from him also. Joe was so sad and awful on that day. Joe do not know what to do. Joe than went back to his normal life and hoping that HEE will know but all was for nothing. All Joe wanted was Hee accompany with him. After much talking and conflict, on the 30th of August. Joe decided to call Hee but there was no avail. Hee than accidentally called back and Joe heard that hee was with his friend over some background voice. and when Joe receive a message an hour later, He said that he was having high fever and was resting one whole day at home. Joe heart shattered and Joe sounded the break up... Joe had suffered so much but Hee only say that he love Joe but never show at all... Joe waiting for a whole day but there is still no reply from Hee at all....
I am all alone now... in my room with 4 walls shove towards me. Lost and not knowing what to do. I cried alot these day I do not know why, please tell me I am fine. I am fine being alone...
Was very retarded @ 5:58:00 PM